A Whole New World
Welcome to my blog where you can find my random thoughts, what I experience and feel, lyrics of songs I like, little poems by me, some writings I quote from books or blogs I read, and everything you might want to know about me.
Wednesday 4 September 2024
Nyoba AI Music Generator
Sunday 28 April 2024
Be Strong and Courageous
Hai, it's been a while again.
Kebetulan lagi 'agak' selo setelah berminggu-minggu penuh gempuran deadline. Kalau diingat-ingat sejak awal tahun :') Sempat bisa tarik nafas bentar sebenarnya di akhir Januari-awal Februari. Habis itu naik roller coaster lagi. Tapi bukannya memang kehidupan ini seperti sedang naik roller coaster ya? Kadang santuy, kadang super menegangkan. Tapi endingnya tetap menyenangkan.
Masih hidup dikelilingi manusia-manusia yang suportif. Masih bisa makan enak. Masih bisa jalan-jalan jauh sama temen-temen sebulan sekali. Or at least spent the whole Sunday with the closest ones, once a month. Masih datang ke kantor pagi-pagi meskipun nggak sesering dulu, but I always enjoy that. Masih selalu kangen pulang ke Jogja ketemu mama dan adik-adik, also Bambi and Dixie. Dan selalu agak brambangi ketika udah tiba saatnya balik ke Surabaya. Hahaha..
Bulan depan udah mau nambah usia lagi. Time flies. Nggak ketulungan cepatnya kayak kereta Whoosh. Ternyata masih banyak checklist yang belum kecentang. I wonder kapan kecentangnya ya? Hahaha. Tapi aku percaya hidup berjalan sesuai jadwalnya. Yang bikin jadwal Yang Maha Kuasa, pemegang otoritas tertinggi di jagad semesta, di kehidupan semua makhluk (bagi yang percaya-percaya saja). Kalau ditanya, how's life? Jawabannya, makin ke sini makin dipenuhi dengan ekspektasi! Kalau nggak kuat, bisa bikin nyerah. Sungguhan. But thankfully I can still manage. Masih bisa pilah-pilah mana yang penting, mana yang bisa dinomorsekiankan. Cuman sering lupa aja ngerjain yang dinomorsekiankan. Hehe..
Wednesday 21 September 2022
Sunday 21 August 2022
over the moon - Arash Buana
Lovina Beach, 2022 |
Here is a song I've been listening to lately and I keep playing it over and over again.
Verse 1Sunday 28 November 2021
An Unfinished Business: I Forgive You
Okay. I’ve never written about this before—never written about him. But the DMs from him this afternoon made me decide to write this, for the first time—maybe also for the last time.
A boy from my past, my very first boyfriend, sent me messages on Instagram. He said something I never expected him to say after 10 years had passed (yup, we were in 11th grade). He apologized for what happened in our relationship. Everything moved so fast back then (we didn’t even have a picture together, lol). We didn’t fully understand what was happening or how to handle it. We broke up and lost contact with each other. I met him once, but we pretended like nothing ever happened between us and chose not to speak.
He’s been avoiding this topic for the last 10 years, and today he finally found the courage to address it. I responded with an apology of my own because I’m sure there were moments when I hurt him, either with my words or actions. So, after 10 years, we forgave each other.
It felt almost impossible, but it happened. Maybe this was just the right time for it.
Are we going to start over again? I don’t think so. We know we’re different people now, and we’re no longer meant for each other.
Thank you for reading this, dear reader. I’ll close with this: people come into your life for a reason; they’re either a blessing or a lesson.
taken from: boldomatic.com |