Friday afternoon in Jogja..
The rain flushed the city this afternoon. The volcanic ash flows, follow a small stream of artificial rain. Some then stay in one place.
An appointment should be canceled this afternoon. Of course because of the rain. The agenda for the next hour is now filled with silence in the room.
I'm trying to dampen resentment because of the circumstances that doesn't support. Well, crying is the best way. May be for now, that somehow can seem so... Matches.
And, here I am, sad. Mixing all the fatigue, sadness, disappointment, upset, angry.. As Mount Merapi spewed his guts. But I'm not as bad as Mount Merapi :)
I need someone now. Which could -at least- make me smile and feel better enough. And I got it! No need to tell you about them. The important one is that without them I might be crazy and insane. Hahaha..
-the end-
*sebenernya inti tulisan ini bkn seperti yg dituliskan di atas. ada kelanjutan mengenai rasa yg campur aduk itu. tapi berhubung 'mereka' terlanjur 'datang', mood yg sebelumnya berapi-api ingin 'berteriak' tiba2 lenyap. hehe, thanks, ya, teman :)*
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